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That is me....when I will try out for Varsity Soccer tomorrow. Yes you can laugh.I laughed too. But soccer is my only hope! Only hope for filling out the stupid CAS forms by tomorrow. THE WORLD IS CRUEL. I was counting on that play to get me out of soccer!

Now compare this trailer:



to this:



The second one is a fan made one as opposed to the first one and it is the reason why I wanna watch it, besides the fact that Joseph Gordon - Levitt is in it! He was cute in 10 Things I Hate About You!And I wanna watch 500 Days of Summer too!Sarah gave me a good idea, maybe I should get myself the H1N1 and get quarantine in my own house, then I would get to watch movies and Gossip Giiiirl!

Looks Like A Million Cash

'well let me fill your glass' - Kevin Rudolf

So I didn't get into the play. But I'm really not upset about it which kinda surprised me because I really wanted to get in. I guess it's because I kinda knew I wasn't going to. Teehee.

BUT, I got some invitation to NHS (National Honor Society thing). Only to apply though, so I probably won't get in either, hahahaha.

Me and Sarah has came up with our own 90210 cast in school;

Liam:



The Liam at our school is not hot though, although other people thought so. He is however in a way just like Liam because he looks like a trouble maker kinda kid and in class he looks like he doesn't even pay attention, but then he would suddenly blurt out big scientific words like ESSENTIALLY ARBITRARY. Now all we need to know is if he drag races with like Liam does, only since it's Doha it will be with all those crazy rich Arabs.

Ty Collins:



Yes, there's even a Ty Collins. Well according to Sarah they look alike because of their eyes, I don't see it though. He is Ty Collins because he is a pretty mean guy, according to Sarah anyway. I haven't actually talked to him. And everyone thinks he's hot, which is weird, because he doesn't look like it to me at all. Oh and he used to live in Malaysia truly Asia.

Dixon:



Maria's guy, she thinks he's hot. I think he's just cool looking like Dixon, so that is what we shall call him.

and finally...

Ethan:



The Ethan we found is the cutest thing ever! And he seems like a really nice and quiet guy and he's really good at sports just like Ethan. Everyone thinks he's a babe, and so do we. Hahaha.

When we left for assembly we notice all out 90210 cast were sitting in the same area, except for Dixon he wasn't there. It was kind of comical.

And I hate Theory of Knowledge, more than I hate Physics. That is saying something.

Why must she look at me like I was a criminal when all I did was forget to bring some papers! It was a one time thing!! Grrr.

Madness? This. Is. Physics...

PHYSICS IS A STUPID SUBJECT.

I can just kill whoever invented it the way the Spartans kill those Persians.

YES I'M HAVING TROUBLE WITH MY HOMEWORK.

I tried asking my dad but it just pissed me off even more because he got me more confused with his talks of tangents and whatnot.

And I watched 300 today for the first time, I can see why everybody were crazy about it, it's an amazing movie.

Anyways I'm going for an acting audition for the play tomorrow, I hope I don't choke.

I went for the dancing one a few days ago.

Harzan: Hey Dianah my friend went for the dancing audition too.
Me: Who, Sandy?
Harzan: Yeah and she said you're a pretty good dancer.
Me: She did?
Harzan: Yeah but I think she was being sarcastic.

I'm not sure if he was joking or not, but the audition was hard and I think I did an Ultra Man pose at one point, so I wouldn't blame her.

Wish me luuuuuck.

When I said why...

I meant why are you so mad at me for being mad at you?

Am I always shouting and screaming at you?

Am I always the one complaining about practically everything?

Am I always the one whose talking and not letting people interrupt me?

Don't I get to be upset once in a while?

Don't I get to not be the one who always have to listen?

I listen. I listen to people. People tell me their problems. People said that they can tell me anything. That I can keep a secret. That they would have never tell anyone except me.

I used to take these as compliments way back then. But now, I almost see it as an insult. If you are so grateful that I listen to you all the time, why not listen to me sometimes?

Do people not know that I am a human being that actually has a life and a series of emotions?

Sometimes what you say really hurt me but I don't show it because that's just the way I am. And sometimes you do scream at me and you've even hit me. You hit me so hard that it hurt my feelings. Maybe I can get a little too far when I'm in my 'ranting mood', but it's one of my many flaws. And if I can excuse some your flaws, why can't you excuse this one? Because as far as I know, this flaw of mine is nothing compared to some of yours. Surely you can't be that hurt just because I didn't let you interrupt? I've been hurt way worse and I know you have too.

This and the time I have screamed at you for Simba, you said those are times when I didn't let you interrupt. What were you gonna say about him while I was screaming at you? It wouldn't matter, because the thought that was running through my mind when I was upset that time was that you called my cat stupid and ugly. And you said it with such hatred too. There was nothing you could have said that could take that back.

What did Simba do to deserve being called stupid and ugly? He didn't bother you, he stayed away from you and never layed a paw on you. He actually tried being nice to you because that's just the way Simba is. He loves people. He never POUNCED on you for God's sake. He has crawled to you expecting a nice pat on the head sure, but never POUNCE. Imagine trying to be nice to someone, expecting that someone to treat them the same but then receive comments saying that you're stupid and ugly instead.

I don't mind if you get mad, but why this mad?

I understand if you get mad at me because I tried to convince you otherwise but surely I haven't screamed at you more often than you have screamed at me? Surely I haven't hurt you as much as you and other people have hurt me?

How is it that you listening when you scream any better than me screaming once in a while without interruption?

I get hurt almost everyday. It's just that nobody notices or don't bother to.