I Think, Therefore.... I Do Not Want to Be Indoctrinated.

Ze Witch: There's this quote 'I think, therefore I am', but in IB we say 'I think, therefore I be'
Class: *Silence*
Ze Witch: Get it? Because, you know, 'I be' sounds like...
Class: Ohhh.

Man I DESPISE that class. Theory of Knowledge is useless and indoctrinating. They're telling how we should think and it's so annoying. Knowledge and belief is different, I get it. I don't know why must we get so in depth into this! And lovely Ms BW isn't exactly my cup of tea.

I'm so glad it's holiday! It has only been a month of school and I am already needing a break. IB is killing me. I can barely go online anymore. It's probably worse than SPM.

I watched Casanova at Sarah's and then Much Ado About Nothing (that's what the school play is gonna be about) on my sis's computaaah. I realised the British society back then was really....really horny.

And OH EM GEEEE, Liam is soooooo smokiiiiiiiing. I can't wait for the third episode.

I am also starting to like Serena and Carter, they seem like an unlikely couple at first but then there was this one part in the first episode, *SPOILER*Highlight if you wish to see. When Carter looked kinda hurt when he said that Serena ditched him in Europe....again. And it showed that he really wanted to be with heeeerr!

Sweet love renew thy force!

And dancing for the play is really hard, well at first. Now it's okay, I couldn't keep up with the pace and the gracefulness and all that. They all look so experienced! I still can't twirl right either. I wish I've had professional dancing experience.

And Cahaya's 'mamamia' dance doesn't really count.

I was kinda surprised that there are only nine of us, I thought they needed like fifteen dancers or something.

And you know what else is cool? MASQUERADE BALLS. I find them so cool and sophisticated. They're so.... eerily mysterious. And that tis why I shall go to prom this year! That's the theme! I didn't want to go at first because I have started to convince myself that proms (or any kinds of organized dances) are just a waste of time and memory space. But I don't care anymore, if the theme is masquerade then I shall go! I will be happy just standing in the middle of the dance floor with my masquerade mask on, grinning like an idiot. Heheheeee.

By NaomiFami from DeviantArt.

Wow, I wish I can pull off make up like that.

And I can't wait for this movie!

Hmmm

This is so messed up.

How could he?

How can someone so aware of the boundaries that were set, can do something so stupid and reckless?

So Long Soccer.

I don't have to do soccer! I am so happy! It turned out just the way I was hoping for. I was in a bad mood because of the soccer tryout and was telling Sarah in Physics how I wish they would take me as a replacement for some people who have dropped out of the play(for some reason they rather do sports). And like 30 seconds later in the announcements they asked me to see Mr. Fosdick regarding the play characters. And so I got to be a dancer! Which counts for creativity and action hours!! I'm so happy I don't have to do soccer! Fatin was pissed at me because I wassn't going to try out with her and I would have gotten mad at her for being so stupid but I really don't care. I don't have to do soccer!!

Oh and some Freshman/Sophomore was making a scene outside my Chem class. Apparently she was choking on a piece of croissant. Some teachers (including my Chem teacher) and the school nurse went to help her. It was scary, the sounds she made. What was she doing eating outside the cafeteria during Ramadan anyway?

I have chocked on fish bones before, I thought I was gonna die but my grandma made me swallow a rice ball. I was seven.

And you know how I said that the Ty Collins at my school wasn't hot? Well now I see why everyone think so! He has the cutest smile ever! And his voice is pretty nice. Hahahahah, but Ethan is still hotter. I'm trying to get Sarah to make him one of 'us'.

Whatever we are, hahahaha.

Fail

That is me....when I will try out for Varsity Soccer tomorrow. Yes you can laugh.I laughed too. But soccer is my only hope! Only hope for filling out the stupid CAS forms by tomorrow. THE WORLD IS CRUEL. I was counting on that play to get me out of soccer!

Now compare this trailer:



to this:



The second one is a fan made one as opposed to the first one and it is the reason why I wanna watch it, besides the fact that Joseph Gordon - Levitt is in it! He was cute in 10 Things I Hate About You!And I wanna watch 500 Days of Summer too!Sarah gave me a good idea, maybe I should get myself the H1N1 and get quarantine in my own house, then I would get to watch movies and Gossip Giiiirl!

Looks Like A Million Cash

'well let me fill your glass' - Kevin Rudolf

So I didn't get into the play. But I'm really not upset about it which kinda surprised me because I really wanted to get in. I guess it's because I kinda knew I wasn't going to. Teehee.

BUT, I got some invitation to NHS (National Honor Society thing). Only to apply though, so I probably won't get in either, hahahaha.

Me and Sarah has came up with our own 90210 cast in school;

Liam:



The Liam at our school is not hot though, although other people thought so. He is however in a way just like Liam because he looks like a trouble maker kinda kid and in class he looks like he doesn't even pay attention, but then he would suddenly blurt out big scientific words like ESSENTIALLY ARBITRARY. Now all we need to know is if he drag races with like Liam does, only since it's Doha it will be with all those crazy rich Arabs.

Ty Collins:



Yes, there's even a Ty Collins. Well according to Sarah they look alike because of their eyes, I don't see it though. He is Ty Collins because he is a pretty mean guy, according to Sarah anyway. I haven't actually talked to him. And everyone thinks he's hot, which is weird, because he doesn't look like it to me at all. Oh and he used to live in Malaysia truly Asia.

Dixon:



Maria's guy, she thinks he's hot. I think he's just cool looking like Dixon, so that is what we shall call him.

and finally...

Ethan:



The Ethan we found is the cutest thing ever! And he seems like a really nice and quiet guy and he's really good at sports just like Ethan. Everyone thinks he's a babe, and so do we. Hahaha.

When we left for assembly we notice all out 90210 cast were sitting in the same area, except for Dixon he wasn't there. It was kind of comical.

And I hate Theory of Knowledge, more than I hate Physics. That is saying something.

Why must she look at me like I was a criminal when all I did was forget to bring some papers! It was a one time thing!! Grrr.

Madness? This. Is. Physics...

PHYSICS IS A STUPID SUBJECT.

I can just kill whoever invented it the way the Spartans kill those Persians.

YES I'M HAVING TROUBLE WITH MY HOMEWORK.

I tried asking my dad but it just pissed me off even more because he got me more confused with his talks of tangents and whatnot.

And I watched 300 today for the first time, I can see why everybody were crazy about it, it's an amazing movie.

Anyways I'm going for an acting audition for the play tomorrow, I hope I don't choke.

I went for the dancing one a few days ago.

Harzan: Hey Dianah my friend went for the dancing audition too.
Me: Who, Sandy?
Harzan: Yeah and she said you're a pretty good dancer.
Me: She did?
Harzan: Yeah but I think she was being sarcastic.

I'm not sure if he was joking or not, but the audition was hard and I think I did an Ultra Man pose at one point, so I wouldn't blame her.

Wish me luuuuuck.