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I Think, Therefore.... I Do Not Want to Be Indoctrinated.

Ze Witch: There's this quote 'I think, therefore I am', but in IB we say 'I think, therefore I be'
Class: *Silence*
Ze Witch: Get it? Because, you know, 'I be' sounds like...
Class: Ohhh.

Man I DESPISE that class. Theory of Knowledge is useless and indoctrinating. They're telling how we should think and it's so annoying. Knowledge and belief is different, I get it. I don't know why must we get so in depth into this! And lovely Ms BW isn't exactly my cup of tea.

I'm so glad it's holiday! It has only been a month of school and I am already needing a break. IB is killing me. I can barely go online anymore. It's probably worse than SPM.

I watched Casanova at Sarah's and then Much Ado About Nothing (that's what the school play is gonna be about) on my sis's computaaah. I realised the British society back then was really....really horny.

And OH EM GEEEE, Liam is soooooo smokiiiiiiiing. I can't wait for the third episode.

I am also starting to like Serena and Carter, they seem like an unlikely couple at first but then there was this one part in the first episode, *SPOILER*Highlight if you wish to see. When Carter looked kinda hurt when he said that Serena ditched him in Europe....again. And it showed that he really wanted to be with heeeerr!

Sweet love renew thy force!

And dancing for the play is really hard, well at first. Now it's okay, I couldn't keep up with the pace and the gracefulness and all that. They all look so experienced! I still can't twirl right either. I wish I've had professional dancing experience.

And Cahaya's 'mamamia' dance doesn't really count.

I was kinda surprised that there are only nine of us, I thought they needed like fifteen dancers or something.

And you know what else is cool? MASQUERADE BALLS. I find them so cool and sophisticated. They're so.... eerily mysterious. And that tis why I shall go to prom this year! That's the theme! I didn't want to go at first because I have started to convince myself that proms (or any kinds of organized dances) are just a waste of time and memory space. But I don't care anymore, if the theme is masquerade then I shall go! I will be happy just standing in the middle of the dance floor with my masquerade mask on, grinning like an idiot. Heheheeee.

By NaomiFami from DeviantArt.

Wow, I wish I can pull off make up like that.

And I can't wait for this movie!

Hmmm

This is so messed up.

How could he?

How can someone so aware of the boundaries that were set, can do something so stupid and reckless?

So Long Soccer.

I don't have to do soccer! I am so happy! It turned out just the way I was hoping for. I was in a bad mood because of the soccer tryout and was telling Sarah in Physics how I wish they would take me as a replacement for some people who have dropped out of the play(for some reason they rather do sports). And like 30 seconds later in the announcements they asked me to see Mr. Fosdick regarding the play characters. And so I got to be a dancer! Which counts for creativity and action hours!! I'm so happy I don't have to do soccer! Fatin was pissed at me because I wassn't going to try out with her and I would have gotten mad at her for being so stupid but I really don't care. I don't have to do soccer!!

Oh and some Freshman/Sophomore was making a scene outside my Chem class. Apparently she was choking on a piece of croissant. Some teachers (including my Chem teacher) and the school nurse went to help her. It was scary, the sounds she made. What was she doing eating outside the cafeteria during Ramadan anyway?

I have chocked on fish bones before, I thought I was gonna die but my grandma made me swallow a rice ball. I was seven.

And you know how I said that the Ty Collins at my school wasn't hot? Well now I see why everyone think so! He has the cutest smile ever! And his voice is pretty nice. Hahahahah, but Ethan is still hotter. I'm trying to get Sarah to make him one of 'us'.

Whatever we are, hahahaha.

Fail

That is me....when I will try out for Varsity Soccer tomorrow. Yes you can laugh.I laughed too. But soccer is my only hope! Only hope for filling out the stupid CAS forms by tomorrow. THE WORLD IS CRUEL. I was counting on that play to get me out of soccer!

Now compare this trailer:



to this:



The second one is a fan made one as opposed to the first one and it is the reason why I wanna watch it, besides the fact that Joseph Gordon - Levitt is in it! He was cute in 10 Things I Hate About You!And I wanna watch 500 Days of Summer too!Sarah gave me a good idea, maybe I should get myself the H1N1 and get quarantine in my own house, then I would get to watch movies and Gossip Giiiirl!

Looks Like A Million Cash

'well let me fill your glass' - Kevin Rudolf

So I didn't get into the play. But I'm really not upset about it which kinda surprised me because I really wanted to get in. I guess it's because I kinda knew I wasn't going to. Teehee.

BUT, I got some invitation to NHS (National Honor Society thing). Only to apply though, so I probably won't get in either, hahahaha.

Me and Sarah has came up with our own 90210 cast in school;

Liam:



The Liam at our school is not hot though, although other people thought so. He is however in a way just like Liam because he looks like a trouble maker kinda kid and in class he looks like he doesn't even pay attention, but then he would suddenly blurt out big scientific words like ESSENTIALLY ARBITRARY. Now all we need to know is if he drag races with like Liam does, only since it's Doha it will be with all those crazy rich Arabs.

Ty Collins:



Yes, there's even a Ty Collins. Well according to Sarah they look alike because of their eyes, I don't see it though. He is Ty Collins because he is a pretty mean guy, according to Sarah anyway. I haven't actually talked to him. And everyone thinks he's hot, which is weird, because he doesn't look like it to me at all. Oh and he used to live in Malaysia truly Asia.

Dixon:



Maria's guy, she thinks he's hot. I think he's just cool looking like Dixon, so that is what we shall call him.

and finally...

Ethan:



The Ethan we found is the cutest thing ever! And he seems like a really nice and quiet guy and he's really good at sports just like Ethan. Everyone thinks he's a babe, and so do we. Hahaha.

When we left for assembly we notice all out 90210 cast were sitting in the same area, except for Dixon he wasn't there. It was kind of comical.

And I hate Theory of Knowledge, more than I hate Physics. That is saying something.

Why must she look at me like I was a criminal when all I did was forget to bring some papers! It was a one time thing!! Grrr.

Madness? This. Is. Physics...

PHYSICS IS A STUPID SUBJECT.

I can just kill whoever invented it the way the Spartans kill those Persians.

YES I'M HAVING TROUBLE WITH MY HOMEWORK.

I tried asking my dad but it just pissed me off even more because he got me more confused with his talks of tangents and whatnot.

And I watched 300 today for the first time, I can see why everybody were crazy about it, it's an amazing movie.

Anyways I'm going for an acting audition for the play tomorrow, I hope I don't choke.

I went for the dancing one a few days ago.

Harzan: Hey Dianah my friend went for the dancing audition too.
Me: Who, Sandy?
Harzan: Yeah and she said you're a pretty good dancer.
Me: She did?
Harzan: Yeah but I think she was being sarcastic.

I'm not sure if he was joking or not, but the audition was hard and I think I did an Ultra Man pose at one point, so I wouldn't blame her.

Wish me luuuuuck.

When I said why...

I meant why are you so mad at me for being mad at you?

Am I always shouting and screaming at you?

Am I always the one complaining about practically everything?

Am I always the one whose talking and not letting people interrupt me?

Don't I get to be upset once in a while?

Don't I get to not be the one who always have to listen?

I listen. I listen to people. People tell me their problems. People said that they can tell me anything. That I can keep a secret. That they would have never tell anyone except me.

I used to take these as compliments way back then. But now, I almost see it as an insult. If you are so grateful that I listen to you all the time, why not listen to me sometimes?

Do people not know that I am a human being that actually has a life and a series of emotions?

Sometimes what you say really hurt me but I don't show it because that's just the way I am. And sometimes you do scream at me and you've even hit me. You hit me so hard that it hurt my feelings. Maybe I can get a little too far when I'm in my 'ranting mood', but it's one of my many flaws. And if I can excuse some your flaws, why can't you excuse this one? Because as far as I know, this flaw of mine is nothing compared to some of yours. Surely you can't be that hurt just because I didn't let you interrupt? I've been hurt way worse and I know you have too.

This and the time I have screamed at you for Simba, you said those are times when I didn't let you interrupt. What were you gonna say about him while I was screaming at you? It wouldn't matter, because the thought that was running through my mind when I was upset that time was that you called my cat stupid and ugly. And you said it with such hatred too. There was nothing you could have said that could take that back.

What did Simba do to deserve being called stupid and ugly? He didn't bother you, he stayed away from you and never layed a paw on you. He actually tried being nice to you because that's just the way Simba is. He loves people. He never POUNCED on you for God's sake. He has crawled to you expecting a nice pat on the head sure, but never POUNCE. Imagine trying to be nice to someone, expecting that someone to treat them the same but then receive comments saying that you're stupid and ugly instead.

I don't mind if you get mad, but why this mad?

I understand if you get mad at me because I tried to convince you otherwise but surely I haven't screamed at you more often than you have screamed at me? Surely I haven't hurt you as much as you and other people have hurt me?

How is it that you listening when you scream any better than me screaming once in a while without interruption?

I get hurt almost everyday. It's just that nobody notices or don't bother to.

First Is Always the Worst

Not really, but it just came to me ...and it rhymes.

First day of school was....slow. It wasn't bad but it wasn't too great either. I was nervous that something bad will happen like I got into a class that I wasn't supposed to be in or something.Things like that scares me. But one kid did get into the wrong class, he thought our Math SL class was his Algebra 2 class.

Today we had to spend around 20 minutes in each of our 8 classes so the day felt way longer. And I kinda died somewhere around second period. The way the teachers talked about IB was like giving us a death sentence. And there's no turning back. They already gave us homework today.

And it's true! I'm technically in pre-college now because of IB, so 'technically' I graduated last year! Technically...

I was a little scared of my new English teacher. I can't remember his exact words but:

Mr. Walsh: Everyone must participate in class. If I see anyone falling asleep*holds golf club threateningly* ....they'll be rudely awakened
Me: *eyes golf club*

I don't know why he had a golf club in the classroom but Sarah and Maria said it's normal and that I would get used to it.

My Mathematics teacher had a creepy smile.

My Chemistry teacher used to teach kids from prison.

And my Spanish teacher has shaved her head once for charity.

Anyways, this is a combo of the mini promos for Gossip Girl Season 3:



Doesn't Nate's smile in the end just kills you? It's like he was caught doing something bad... and liked it.

I Rescue Groceries

So today me and the family went to Jarir bookstore to buy some school supplies for tomorrow. But we had to rush because apparently one of our Malaysian neighbors got into an accident, so his wife asked my parents if they could pick him up since his car was really busted. So after Jarir, we went to rescue him and his groceries.

Apparently, this super long truck carrying cement lost control and fell on its sides and around 4 or 5 cars crashed into each other because of it. My neighbor's car was one of them, although his was hit the worse because the front of his car hit a bus.

I swear car accidents here happen as often as leakage of celebrity nude photos in Hollywood.

So that's the cement truck that fell. The one in blue is the neighbor and my dad is the one next to him.

That's the car.

And the tow truck came to take it away.

So after we rescued his groceries (he went home with the tow truck) and returned them to their rightful kitchen, I went to Carrefour with my parents. There I spilled some liquid body soap. I kinda actually emptied the whole bottle. I didn't even noticed I did that until my mom was like "Dianah, you spilled body soap!" And I panicked and asked if we should still pay for it, but my mom said to just leave it there. And then my dad came:

Abah: Eh, sape tumpah nih?
Me: Uh, not me
Abah: Not you?
Me: Nope
Mama: It is her.

and now....

ehem ehem....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABEE!!

She's 17 and will be able to drive before I can. I am way jealous.

I hope you had a great birthday hun, everyone deserves one especially you!

Stay beautiful, sarcastic and witty because that's why I <3 yooooh.

Ramadhan Kareem

Happy Ramadhan to all! I have no idea what the sign says in the picture, but it's cute and I'm sure it has something to do with Ramadhan. I found this picture on DeviantArt, by BahiQ8. I hope she won't mind me using the picture, but it's just too cute to pass up.

I actually am in a fasting mood now that I have prayed Tarawih. I don't know if I spelled that right.I hope it won't be so bad, I don't really mind the hunger, it's just I'll be very self-conscious with my bad breath.

And as for those who chooses not to fast, keep it on the DL.Or better yet, make a better choice and fast.

I Like Applebees

Martin from Boys Like Girls has some sick traditional Malay moves. There's a vid of him and Paul dancing like true Malaysians on his blog. I've been to that restaurant before. I didn't get dragged to be forced to dance though. I think they only pick the white people who of course won't know how to do the Malay dance. Although Martin seems to be a pro at it.

Watch it here: http://www.martinsays.com/

Today I finished my puasa ganti-ing. It wasn't that bad. I spent the day watching stuff with Sarah. We made sexual jokes about A Walk To Remember, (not that I don't find the movie heart breaking) it's like the Secret Garden all over again. And then we watched some 90210 episodes, where I kept asking questions that I know were not gonna be answered.I think I'm hooked on this show, but Annie is so annoying. I hated her by the 3rd episode.

Oh and we also tried getting rid of my humongous zit. Which to my opinion just got bigger.

THREE DAYS AWAY FROM THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL AND IT HAS TO POP OUT LIKE THIS??

Oh, cruel world.

I don't think I've had one as big as this before, seriously.

Anyways after Maghrib, I went to Applebees with the family for Marsya's bday. Her birthday is actually not until next week but my mom doesn't want to go out during the fasting month.

The food was sooooo good! I love the mash potatoes. And I was horrified when these waitress came and started singing this not-so-catchy birthday song. It was for Marsya of course, but I told my mom to NEVER, ever do that for me -again,she has done it to me before- because they all look pretty miserable when they do it, and it's embarrassing. Although Marsya seems to like it, just goes to show that she loves to watch people in misery. I keep telling my parents she's evil, but they never believe me. She tried to make me choke on water a few times.

The waitress singing and looking like they're happy, but they're not!

And there she is, the little devil, enjoying the waitress' misery.

I told you she's evil!

EDIT:// I wasn't going to watch it, but after this video, full of abs and more abs, I think I will. Sorry Sarah.

Hi My Name Is Charlie

My Chemical Romance is going to Aussie for a show and hopefully they won't stop by at Malaysia. And the reason being is that I am selfish and I don't want them to stop by in Malaysia in February when I won't be able to see them!

Anyways, I have found a new actor to admire: Anton Yelchin.

I am not sure how good he is of an actor, but his performance in Charlie Bartlett was really great. He made his character seem charming and lovable instead of annoying despite his unexplainable personality.I think he would be able to pull off Holden's character if they ever made a movie for Catcher in the Rye. The movie is about this not-so-normal kid (I'm sure all of us can relate to that) who got kicked out of private schools and so he was forced to go to a public school where he gain popularity by being everyone's psychiatrist.Kat Dennings and Robert Downey Jr (IRON MAN) is in it too.

His office.

Sooo Fred Weasley.

And speaking of Anton Yelchin, he's going to be in the movie New York, I Love You. If you've seen Paris, Je'taime, this movie is like that only it's based on people in New York. If you've seen the trailer, he's the one sitting on the bench saying how much he loves New York.There will be other famous people there too, Shia Labeouf and Orlando Bloom to name a (very) few. If you want the whole list, check out IMDb. And next year, they will make Shanghai, I Love You.
Obviously, this branch of movie is going to continue.

Kuala Lumpur, Ku Cintamu?


I really think I should just make this blog into a movie reviewing website or something. I never seem to blog about my life.

I Have Shrimp Shit Phobia

So I was helping my dad with dinner. He was frying some shrimps. He had already cleaned and skinned them from their shells. I then went to the sink to wash some bowls and that's when I saw these string like objects hanging in the sink. I pick one of them and put them in the bin. My dad then informed me that they were shrimp poop. And that's when it all started.

I started feeling like I was going to be sick and this odd sensation of numbness crept up my neck and onto the back of my head. I suddenly had a huge headache and I started to see black patches everywhere. And I felt like I was falling down into a black bottomless pit.

So I went to sit down.....

and I felt better...

hehehe...

It wasn't that dramatic.

okay it wasn't dramatic at all.

but I'm updating on Sarah' s request, (but who doesn't want to read about Leighton Meester's sex tape?)

and since I do not have anything to talk about, I decided to exaggerate the highlight of my day. Discovering that it wasn't shrimp poop after all, it was just this thing that was in their spine or something.

I'LL UPDATE ON EVERYTHING ELSE LATER.

when I feel like it.

Good Girls Go Bad

I didn't know Leighton Meester can sing! I was so surprised to see her in the Cobra Starship video.

And apparently she has a sex tape too.

Scandalous!

I don't know if that's true.

Maybe everyone in Hollywood has a sex tape.

Last night was fuuun, me and Emilie were terrorizing Daim's facebook pictures with comments regarding his intellect and possible chromosomal disorders. x)

I hope he's cool with it because we were just doing it out of boredom. We were high on.... something.

NOW, if you're into sentimental videos relating to conflicts and dramas in a television series with awesome effects then here is the video for you! I loooove this video, it shows how deep Skins is. This video is by aandbreatheme, she is amaaaazing at this video thing.

If you haven't watched Skins yet, go watch it. And I don't think this video or these quotes would spoil anything for you. I can't wait for Season 4!!



Tony: I say this world extends way beyond this little field of dreams we’re dancing in and I want to see that world.
I start to feel distorted, because I’m more than that.

Naomi: When I’m with you, I feel like I’m a better person

Michelle: Pull yourself together girl, for fuck’s sake.

Thomas: I don’t like her, she makes my heart hurts.

Anwar: I’m a Muslim boy, I don’t get to choose.

Katie: There’s nothing I can do to make you want me more than her is there?

Sid: Where were you? My dad fucking died.

Pandora: I’m just there to laugh at, just cause I’m useless don’t mean I’m nothing.

Chris: I was perfectly happy killing myself, alright? But then, you asked me to try.

Cook: Nothing good ever stays with me, absolutely nothing.

Jal: Yeah let’s do that. Let’s build something and we’ll tear it down.

JJ: Just care, okay?
Cook: About what?
JJ: About me!

Anwar: Gay is, just wrong
Maxxie: Then you don’t want anything to do with me

Emily: Be brave, and want me back.

Cassie: Do you know what hurts the most about a broken heart? Not being able to remember how you felt before.

Freddie: We’d be good together
Effy: No, because I’ll break your heart.
Freddie: Maybe I’ll break yours?

Effy: Do I ever get to be upset? Do I ever get to be anyone but me?

People who make us happy are never the people you expect, so when you find someone, you’ve got to cherish it.

Effy: Nobody breaks my heart.


And omg, I just realized, if you pause at 1.17, Cassie looks a little like Emilie. And that's a compliment!

Next Time Lock the Door

I...

wanted to blog about something. But I forgot.

Well...

Emilie is now in Malaysia, and I am jealous.

I...

want to be there now!

And...

why does four days seem so long!!

Okay, video of the day. For me anyway. Ever heard of the song 'Kiss Me Thru the Phone'? Because I haven't. Until now anyways. This is a parody of the song. Features some famous youtubers.

Youtubers are awesome. I wish I'm friends with all of them.Especially Shane Dawson. The guy who was caught watching porn.

You know why cats lick their balls?
Because they can...

R.I.P Michael Jackson

Michael Jackson died from a heart attack in his rent home in California on June 25th.
I think he is one of the coolest and most talented artists and will always be. You have to be if you had accomplished what he has!I also refused to believe all those allegations of him molesting children and everything. I am not a huge fan of him like my mom or Tianna is (this girl in my school who would beat people up for insulting him) but I have always respected him, for the music he had created and for what he had to go through.

If the rumours about him converting to Islam around three months ago is true, and he remained a Muslim until yesterday, then InshaAllah he is in peace. :(

His last announcement:


This is a video of Jermaine Jackson (his bro.) on Michael Jackson's death:



I'm not even that big of a fan, but I feel so sad! He was just about to start his final tour in two weeks.

I was just contemplating death two nights ago after Sarah told me about this hot Aussie guy who just died? And also after watching Grey's Anatomy where Izzie got another tumor or something. It just made me think, anyone can die anytime. I can die tomorrow while feeding Chandler or something and no one would see it coming!Well now they would because I've just mentioned it.

I... am gonna download some Michael Jackson songs now. I just realized I've never done so.

Paintballing

I can't think of any non-straightforward catchy title. I'm too exhausted.

I went paintballing with Astrid, Jessica, Sheila, Mildew and some other people. I was so scared at first because the first time I witness this 'sport' was during one of my sis's friend's birthday party. The little 12 year-olds came out crying afterwards. Partly because they didn't have proper gear.

And what I found out is....yeah, getting hit by paintballs kinda hurts, and this is WITH full gear. I got hit in the eye, but that's not as bad as getting hit in the mouth which is quite disgusting because you'd taste paint. But other than that, I didn't get hit bad. I'm bruises-free. Which is a shame because I only came out with these things that look like huge mosquito bites, the signs of a weak Asian paintballer. Asians are too delicate for such a sport! And Jessica doesn't count, she's 3/4 Canadian.I told her to be gentle with me!

We played for like three rounds and I actually managed to be the last and second last standing in my group! My group lost all rounds though. Except for the last one which Sheila and I did not take part in. x), Says a lot about what I had to offer for my group.It was really fun, I felt like I was in an action movie! Shooting the 'bad guys' and what not. And they had like tyres, old (REAL)cars and some blue things that looks like oil tank or something.Which made it all the more realistic.

Astrid's dad gave me a ride home, and he's pretty funny. He was laughing at the compound guards for getting left and right mixed up. I couldn't stop laughing too.

I guess that would be the last time I see Astrid in a loooong time. I'm sure we'll meet again. I think. Well I know for sure I'll be visiting Canada at least ONCE in my life. So yeah, I'll be visiting Emilie too so it's all gooood. I have Canadian peeps.

I just realized it's my 100th post. Yay, 100th post!

Here's a an unofficial music video of Kids by MGMT.It got really popular on the net and the director of the MGMT videos saw it and asked the people who starred in the video and the guy who directed the video to be in MGMT's Electric Feel video. I think the video is pretty awesome. You have these two people in painted masks who are like complete opposites of each other. The girl is all hyper and jumpy while the guy is just like cool and head bobbing. They go well together. I can't stop watching it for some reason. It looks so....artsy?

Sun Goes Up Sun Goes Down

It'll all click when the mortgage clears
All our fears will disappear
Now you go to bed
I'm staying here
I've got another level that I want to clear
My skin feels like orange peel
My eyes have been vacuum-sealed
My organs move like a squirm of eels
We should be more adventurous with our meals
They annoy me those who employ me
They could destroy me
They should enjoy me
We eat Chinese off our knees
And look for each other in the TV screen

The sun goes up and the sun goes down
I drag myself into the town
All I do I wanna to do with you
Everyday I'm at my desk
At my desk I'm like the rest
All I do I wanna do with you

On the city's skin they move on mass
Like a rash on the back of a manky cat
Now in I go like a fool
I can't resist dipping in the pool
I watch them watch me I watch them too
Across the street, across the room
I dress myself like a charcoal sketch
My eyes are brown and my hair's a mess
They annoy me those who employ me
They could destroy me
They should enjoy me
We eat Chinese off our knees
And look for each other in the TV screen

The sun goes up the sun goes down
I drag myself into the town
All I do I wanna to do with you
Everyday I'm at my desk
At my desk I'm like the rest
All I do I wanna to do with you
The sun goes up

The cells I am at the moment will soon die
But I will be here
Oh I'll still be here
The cells I am at the moment will soon die
But I will be here
Oh I'll still be here
The sun goes up

This is the kind of song that makes you want to be the misunderstood villain in an action movie where everything always go in slow motion.

By The Servant (it's in my little music player thingy on the right)




I thought of Rorschach when I heard this song. He is so cool! And wth was Zac efron doing at the Watchmen premiere? He's not cool enough.

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SOMEONE UPDATE THEIR BLOG QUICK BEFORE I MAKE ANOTHER UNNECESSARY POST THAT NO ONE READS.

You Know What I Hate?

People who shows off what they do for a living.

My grand uncle came to Doha a few days ago because Al Jazeera wants his intake and help on "insert whatever name here". He is now in my house and I had to eat Burger King with him a few minutes ago. But I managed to escape. I knew when he asked about my ambition we were in for a long one. He was shocked to know that I do not have an ambition. He asked me "So what are you gonna do in your life? Who's gonna support you when your parents are gone.?" I wanted to say something stupid,like how I was thinking of becoming a hobo and live in Sarah's 6 bedroom mansion, but he's kinda intimidating, and my dad was giving me a look. So I just responded with a I-haven't-thought-of-that-yet. And he was just like: then think of it now!

And then he started going on about his life. How he is happy that wherever he goes he sees people turning on the TV 3 channel and reading the Harian (or something like that) newspaper and stuff. Because he's the founder of those things.But no one really watches that anymore unless they don't have a choice, and everyone reads the Star nowadays! He also talked about how he once owned a CIMB bank, and that's how my mom got a job there.And how he was the first person to give Siti Nurhaliza an award for her music (my dad's input was "ohhh ho, datuk pakai baju batik kuning haritu!", that was weird) and how he knows the president of the Philipines, South Africa, Vietnam, etc... He doesn't know Obama though.And as much as I really didn't like to listen to him bragging, he kinda has a point. I have to think of what I want to do now! Besides becoming a hobo. But I don't know what I want to do!

Right now all I can think of is becoming a television series producer/director.And since my grand uncle has made TV 3, maybe he can be of use to me! But I think this ambition is only because I've been watching three Gossip Girl episodes a day for three days now.....BUT WHY NOT? I have experiences! I've been in plays, I've written scripts for plays, I've watched plays, and I've watched a lot of TV series!Wow. In that case, anyone can be a television series producer! Of course I would need loads of money.I should start saving now. I also have to start saving money so I can go clubbing with Maria in Spain. She said she'd kill me if I don't.

So my television series would be about....LIFE IN DOHA. The characters would be based on me, Sarah and Maria. I'm pretty sure I've discussed this with them before and they agreed that it would be quite an interesting show. Because we have traumatizing and dramatic problems just like the ones in the O.C! Sarah would be the Marissa of our show because she's always having problems. While Marissa's is love and death related, Sarah's problems are school items related. She is always losing her stuff, which is almost as dramatic! And our lives have some comedy in it like in Friends and society here is pretty high class just like the society in Gossip Girl, only our society consists of the Arabs. Famous abaya and camel perfume brands would sponsor and be featured in my show for sho'.

My series would be awesome!

Our promo poster would look something like that, only the guys would look a little different. One of them would be a short Canadian with fluffy hair and the other one would work in Starbucks. HAHAHAHAHA.

Sarah, Maria and I would look something like this when we go to our own premiere. I will look like the normal one, that is the one on the left. Sarah would be the excited one and Maria would be the one on the right. Because she's the one who likes to wear a lot of make up.

Okay I'm gonna watch Gossip Girl again.

"B , this is madness."
"Madness? This. Is. Constance!"

Summer To Do List

In Qatar:

• Watch the whole second season of Gossip Girl
• Watch Confessions of A Shopaholic
• Watch Shindler's List
  
• Watch other movies
  
• Learn how to cook so Abah would eat more healthy
• Learn how to cook sneakily so that Abah won't stop me from cooking
• Hang with Astrid before she leaves
  
• Achieve level 50 in the Run game. (currently stuck on level 45)
• Shop with my Mama
• Move into my new room downstairs.
• Clean my room
• Decorate my new room
  
• Have a bubble bath
• Bond with Chandler the fish
• Make sure Chandler don't die
  
• Get fit for the stupid soccer tryout thingy (I am forced to try out)
• Develop an unusual talent
• Find an unusual talent to develop
  
• Learn how to play Shattered, on piano and guitar
• Buy one of those capo thingies so I can play Shattered on guitar
• Clean my piano so I can play Shattered on paino, it's so dusty
• Buy shoes, I only have like 4 pairs, and I only wear one of em'
• Make a youtube channel and become a famous youtuber like NeilCicierega, FluffeeTalks, charlieissocoollike, smosh, smpfilms and nigahiga. They are tre awesome
  
• Play on my new Neopets account. ( I am not a looser!)

Okay this should be enough things for me to do in 3 weeks before going back to Malaysia. I am sooooo bored.

Me and Chandler. We share a bond just like Wanda and Ian from The Host. Love between two different species.

I liiike Fluffee.

nice legs, daisy dukes,
makes a man go woot woo.

The Day I Become A Killer

I am a killer....BY ACCIDENT I SWEAR. I'm sorry Sarah!! I fed them twice a day like you told me to! But Monica just drop dead this morning! I am soooooo sorry! I'll buy you another fishy, prooomise.

I feel so guilty. Never thought I see the day when I become a killer.

Zomg, second day of summer feel so greaaaat. I am mcloving it. I feel like I can do anything! Even ice skating! And we all know (okay, only me) that ice skating is an impossibility for me. I fell on my ass 25 times the last time I went. I counted.
I think we're going ice skating next week or something before Astrid moves to Canada :(.... Canada takes away everythiiiing!

I only got like five pictures on the last day of school because my stupid camera died out during the second period! Ughhh, I shall acually charge my camera on the next last day of school.

I'm just gonna post them here even though they're like nothing, but I'll post them on Facebook when I get more pictures.











And that's where it ends. In World History2 class.

French songs are uber sexy. I am in loooove with this song, and the video this one youtuber made makes it all the more sexierrr.



Protect me from what I want...that is Alex Pettyfer!

On ouvre le loquet de la grille
Du taudit qu'on appelle maison

I Is Free

I am happyyy!

Exams ended yesterday! My grades are up already and I am sooo happyyy with them, they're all 90 and above! I am especially proud of my Algebra 2 grade! It's the first time I got an A on any of the exams or test! It's not even an A-, it's an A!! I don't want to sound like I'm bragging, but this kinda thing doesn't happen to me all the time.

I just have to wait for my English grade. Mrs. Painter is so slow. Two days should be enough time for her to grade it! It was enough for her husband. But I'm kinda scared to see it too because the exam was harder than usual. She LIED to us. She said to only study the quotes from Their Eyes Were Watching God, NOT from Julius Caesar. And guess which quotes came out....It's not like we had to interpret the quotes or anything, noooo, that's too easy, (there is a beautiful thing called SparkNotes) we had to know who said the quote and who was it referred to. She put on a lot of unnecessary quotes that are not even important. We read Julius Caesar like months ago, there's no way we'd remember all of them.

And and, my GPA is much higher now! I liiiike.

Yeah, so me and Maria went swimming just now, Sarah was doing her Geometry exaam. Bad idea. It was so hot just walking to the pool. And the pool is like in front of my house! And then we finished up watching The Boy In Striped Pyjamas. It's such a saaaad movie. I ALMOST wanted to cry. I knew what the Jews had gone through during the Holocaust and all but watching something like that made it all more real.



I think I'm going shopping later, but I feel so tired. I just want to chillax.

Tomorrow is the last day of school! I can't wait for summer!!

EDIT:

Just got my English grade! It's an A, I'm so happyyy x)..

Polynomials Should DIE.

Exams starts on Mondaaaay.

And ends on Tuesdaaaay.

I wish polynomials would DIE.

The world would be a better place.

And I don't have time for Mrs Painter's stupid vocab words.

I wish her vocab words would DIE.

5 more days till summer....5 more days till summer....5 more days till summer...

If You Value Your Lives....

DON'T PLAY THIS GAME.



It's addicting and it will take away your sanity.

Especially when you are not good at it.

I'm only at level 20, and that's after four days!

Me and Sarah were supposed to study yesterday....but this game told us not to. It 'menggoda' us!

Stupid, stupid, addicting game! I haven't even showered yet!

Exams in a weeeeeeek.

Vampire Night! Oh, and A Car Accident.

My first non-lyrical title in a while!

It was a pretty hectic day yesterday. I told my parents I wanted to go to Hyatt Plaza to buy Astrid her birthday present at around 2 pm. My parents had to go to Fatihah's house for this Islamic talk at 3 and they didn't want to be late so they told me that maybe I should buy the present tomorrow instead. But the thing is she already bought my present and I'd feel so bad if she's gives my present at the party and I don't have hers. So I insisted that we go out right then, so we did. After we bought the present, my dad was making a turn at the parking lot. I guess he was in a rush because he looked to his right and left pretty quickly. And when he made that turn, this car just rammed into ours.

My dad maybe should have looked to his right longer, but the other car was driving seriously fast. Even the witnesses said so. But the driver and passenger were Qatari guys, so being the Qataris that they are, they blamed it on my dad. Even though they didn't look that pissed when they looked at their car damage. I'm not surprised though, I'm pretty sure they have enough money to buy another five that looks alike. All Qataris are rich. When I got out of the car to take a look at it, I was just like "what the hell!!" to the Qatari guys. It's a good thing they didn't understand English, or else I would have gotten into a big trouble.Qatari's can slap you in the face and get away with it.

Yeah I took pictures to post on me blog.

My mom called some Exxon people, and they said since it had Qataris involved, we better not argue with them because they can do so much worse like deporting us.

As much as I hate the weather here, I really don't wanna get deported because the schooling system in Malaysia really sucks.

My mom hit her head and knee pretty hard because the car crashed into her side. I didn't hit anything, but my collarbone and shoulder hurt a little and one side of my teeth felt all shaky. My mom said the same thing about hers too. My dad didn't feel anything though.

But it's all gooood, we didn't get SEVERELY injured or anything.

The only thing we're worried about now is the money. Since my dad was blamed for it, his insurance company would have to pay for both damages. and if the cost is more than 10,000 Riyals, the case would have to go to court, and my dad would have to pay.

Some people would probably feel guilty if they were in my position because I was the one who insisted on going out to buy a present,but I think that's bullshit. If Allah wants us to get into a car accident, we'll get into a car accident. It's not as if I was forcing my parents to go out. I asked them. And if I should be blamed, they should be blamed too because they kept delaying me wanting to buy Astrid's present so many times. My dad is really annoying when he's pissed. He'll start being all unreasonable and blames it all on anyone but him. So naturally he blamed it on me. And naturally I yelled at him and my mom. What kind of parents blame their child for a car accident? It's like saying:

"Oh, if I hadn't gone to school, my wallet wouldn't have gotten stolen"

So you shouldn't go to school in case your wallet gets stolen? If I had known we were gonna be in an accident, of course I wouldn't go out. It should have just been like, if my dad had taken his time looking to his right, the car accident wouldn't have happened. It's just the day when everything goes wrong, so the accident was unavoidable because my dad always takes time looking to his right and left, even when he's in a rush. And I normally would have gotten Astrid's present two weeks ago.

But it's all good, they said sorry. Well my dad did it indirectly. Or maybe he's still pissed. I really can't tell.

Anywaaays, I went home like 3 hours later, and Maria, Sarah, Astrid and Dana came over. They thought my brother was joking when he told them I was in a car accident x). So we went to Maria's and wore our vampire-ish outfits. After that we booked the lounge at the clubhouse and got pizzas and Maria's iPod speakers. Then people started to come.

Not many people came though, Astrid invited like 20 people but there were only 10 of us.

We just danced a lot and being all stripper-ish.

At one point I was just lying down on the floor with Sheila and Mildred while everybody was dancing because I was pretty tired and the floor was oddly comfortable.

Soukaina and Astriiid.

She looks mucho sexy.

The other bday gurl. I'm not very good at taking pics while dancing.

Sarah was a abaya-wearing-witch-vampire-cat-thing.

That is the stripper chair. Whoever sits in that chair gets strippers.

Dana, not believing her luck at having a Sarah-kitty stripper.

Maria, probably about to teach them how to dirty dance, EUROPEAN style.

Having the time of her life.

Sheilaaaa.

Sarah paid me to strip for her. The money is under my shoulder strap. Hahahaha.

The TV area.

Sheila and Mildeww

No worries we had no alcohol, not that we need any.

Suddenly this happened.
Dana started attacking Sheila

We all stopped dancing and watched.

It lasted for a while.

I guess Dana prefers to wrestle than dance.

I'm not sure who won here.

But they finally stopped.

And they started again.

Astrid's sexy back.

Mildew in the stripper chair.

I don't know what this is.

Sheila fought back!



Getting their groooves on.



Some little brats kept wanting to come in.

That's all the pictures I took because the camera's memory got too full and I didn't want to delete my mom's pictures.

We watched Hard Candy after a few hours. It was about a teenage girl and a pedophile.

SPOILERS:
There's one part when Ellen Page castrate the pedophile. The guys were freaked out. You could see the pain in their faces aand they all complained what a lunatic Ellen Page was. Except for Zack, I think he was turned on by her bad-ass-ness.

Then we went to the playground and played cards, Bullshit and Spoons. How can they all tell I was lying!??

So theeeese are the pressies I got:

From Sheilaaa, she drew it. It's so cute!

Dana drew this, because I helped with their bio project. Those people she drew, that's them x)

Astrid gave me these :)

Soukaina made those notebooks and bookmark! And she gave me Hershey Kisses. :)

From Maria. "I'm a very sporty girl" shirt. Sarcasm intended I'm sure x) And she got me a camel in a snow globe thing.
And Sarah just came over to give me these! Earphones for my MP3 and my iPod that I shall buy soon in a few months. x)
From Li Shan!! I love herrr.

I love alll of em'. Although they really didn't need to!

This was a long post xD..